Saturday, May 30, 2009

Distraction

I was at the point of making my decision to get flight tickets. Escape from all these uncertainty and uneasy feelings, with just AUD$656.50 on MAS! I thought I will be able to get my feet together and work better at home, and then a question came to my mind:

"Do you want to take hold of the situation and make your own decision?"

Stunned, but I was awaken. No, I won't be able to get it done without God's help. I trust God. Let His will be done. Let His will be done.

I shouldn't be taking hold of the situation; I shouldn't force the circumstances to get my favourable outcome. What distracts me will continue to divert my attention regardless of my physical location.

I am here for a purpose; I am here because I should be placed here.

How can I claim that it is the situation that disturbed me and dragged me away from my concentration? How can I claim that I can't focus in office while here am I, able to write my blogs regardless of where am I?

Sadly, I have closed the webpage, admitting that it is ME who is distracting me.